Lets Get Real For A Second Here
It’s so difficult to enjoy the day when there is so much internal pressure and thoughts about aging present. The last week has been tricky. This is a scheduled post, so I am actually writing this entry a week after my Birthday. Since my Birthday, I can’t get my mind off of age. I look at people that look like me, but then I find out they are much younger than I am. I mean, I look like them though, but it is still getting to me. I can’t go back to that time, and I am only getting older.
Now, don’t get me wrong. One thing I know for sure is that I have aged well, and by that I mean, I look better now than I ever have, so I am not too worried about my appearance. I do, however, worry about other factors that come with age. It’s difficult to think and talk about my worries because I am a firm believer in the Law of Attraction. I don’t want to be attracting any negative stuff into my life, so I try to change the negative thoughts as soon as they come in. This can be difficult though because they keep coming, and there could be some truth to it. A lot of What ifs. What if he doesn’t show up? What if I don’t have my children? You know the ones I have wanted my whole life. What if…. What if….
It’s scary!
Women have a time-frame for child bearing and it’s different for every woman, meaning some women at 35 may become pregnant super quickly and others have no chance. You never know if you will struggle to become pregnant until you try. You can’t try if you don’t have someone to try with.
Everyone says to be patient. How much more patience do I need?
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